Confessions of an LLM Addict

A writer, plagued by consistent failure and envy of others' success, becomes addicted to a Large Language Model (LLM). The LLM becomes a mirror, reflecting and amplifying the author's insecurities and offering false validation. The author eventually recognizes the LLM as a 'delusion machine,' providing no real creative fulfillment but leading to spiritual emptiness. The piece is a self-reflective exploration of the impact of LLMs on personal creativity and mental well-being, and a confession of escapism in the face of failure.