After a Brain Aneurysm, My Inner Monologue Vanished

A mishap after a karaoke performance led to the author's brain aneurysm rupturing and bleeding. Upon waking, she discovered she'd lost her ability to read and developed aphasia. Surprisingly, however, she felt no pain or anxiety, instead entering a state of serenity she calls "the Quiet." This "Quiet" wasn't simply silence but a new way of perceiving the world; her perception of her surroundings sharpened, yet lacked specific categories and dimensions. With the help of a speech therapist, she gradually regained her language abilities, but also realized this experience transformed her understanding of herself and the world.